Sixth Sence

Hello my chickidies! It is indeed another lovely day out here on this Oregon midlands! It is a Thursday, means one more day till the weekend! Hollah! Im in dire need of some relief, this week has been a killer, and I mean that. Had trouble finding breathe and a reason to breath.

Had lunch with a new friend today. Some words were exchanged, and well, just say, I think I feel a little better about myself. a.k.a, i got complimented, yay me. :]]

Ive been very inspired by fashion and art recently, I think im going to start a project, I really need something new to obsess over. I also think that im going to watch a speech tonight by our president. Cant wait to scream at the television and throw things.

Outfit Of The Day

What Im Wearing: Shirt: J.C. Penny's, Vest: My dead aunt (was that too vulgar?), Jeans: Khols, Necklace: Say's: "May God hold you in the palm of His hand", Shoes: Danceworks.

P.s. Dija notice? I painted my nails a new colour, hello Mango (Thats what the colour is called) im loving the bright orangie spice to my nails. reminds me that there is one thing in life to be happy about :]

Hannah G's Tippie: Dont be boring and just wear a white T, throw a cute or simple vest over and spice the outfit over it. It make your outfit much more interesting and helps alot if its a bright colour, draws lots of attention.

Word Of The Dayy: Evasion: n. An evading; specific an avoiding of a duty, question, etc.

EX: The spy from Russian used the evasion tequnique to avoid his pusuers who were chasing him all the way from Cuba. (Thats a long wayy)

Poem Of The Day:

Missed

I want to chase the fears away

I want to help

I want to let you inside

I want to be vunerable

If I could Id rip my chest away

If I could let you know

If I could stand alone in the rain

If I could bare my soul

Seculsion is not a time of avoidance of the world, rather a time of rest and rejuvination.

Five Golden Birds

Ahhh! Its been such a long time (okay really like a few days) since i posted! But shoot man, ive been friiggin busy. But now things have relaxed a little bit and I can tell you all about whats been up and down.

So there was some drama in reference to friends and just not being able to make decisions by myself, I should really grow a back bone...Kill me, but its all figured out right now. Yay! So i was totally in the mood today, and actually did my makeup, beucase my sleep cycle is messed up, so I had nice large blue circles under my eyes. Mm. My roomate has been nice and loud in the nice and kept me upp. Ah well. I handle it.

So today was an exam in my Survey class, and i died, what i studied, really suucked and I bombed it. But its okay, becuase its class, its one little part, guesse whos not worried: me. I also have been getting a heavy interest in things like hpnosis and dreams, so thats a nice distraction, think tonight im going to try self-hypnosis, hehe.Its soo interesting, cant wait to read some more. :]]

Outfit Of The Day

What Im Weearin: Sweater: Originally from Old Navy (eww, I really need to stop getting their stuff) but I got it used from Plato's Closet, Jeans: Khols, Sandles: Pac Sun, Earings: Vintage

Tip Of The Day: You still want your hair to look cute, but you dont have enough time to straighten the whole head, just straighten the front part slowly, and the rest run the straightener quickly through it. It'll give you that slightly beachy-but-still-cute look going on. :]

Word Of The Day: Equivalent: adj., Equal in quantity, value, force, meaning, etc.

EX. I had held them both on the same level, they were equivalent to each other, both annoying and frusterating, my mother, and my boyfriend.

Poem Of The Day:

Message

You look so much better

When your closed off

In a drawer where

You cant remind me

I like you better

When the white sheet

Covers your face

And hides your flaws

Id prefere

If you were free from

My mind

Just walked out

Beucase it would hurt

More than id tell you

But this is all just history

Repeating its self

Sometimes when trying to make a decision, lists about the "pros" and "cons", will only confuse you more.

Fourth Times The Charm

Oh dear, I apologize for not posting yesterday, I was going to, and then well, I got distracted. People just showed up at the dorm, and texted, come out, lets hang. haha, friends, oh how crazy they are.

But lets concentrate on today, its Tuesday the 19th, and it was writen on my calandar, Blood Drive, yes! So im all up in there, like prick my finger for my iron count, whateves. And then, the lady's is all, actually your iron is low, too low for us to recieve your blood. I was so devestated! Okay, not devestated, but really? Thats freakin irritating. All becuase im a vegitarian and I dont have enough iron. bleh.

But other news, In SoCal (my homeland), they are having tornado warnings, im like what the? Yeah, its been hecka windy here in Oregon. Also its been hecka busy these last days, if you have any recepies to help fatigue that doesnt involve anything this is bad for my body (i.e. energy drinks) hit me up. Im in dire need.

Outfit Of The Day

Decided to do a face shot, haha.

What Im Wearing: Shirt: From a thrift store in downtown Salem, Vest: Khols? (was a gift from my Mum), Jeans: Ross Dress For Less, Boots: Famous Footwear, Necklace: Little shop in Arizona

Tip From Hannah G: Okay, so you know sometimes you have those old mens shirts? (From ya boyfriend (current, or well, expired boys), from your father, brother, etc.) Well you can spice them up if your jeans are super low or you want to be comfretable. Throw a cute, tight vest over them, or a little belt and make them a little more girlie.

Word Of The Day: Draw: vt. To make move toward one; pull. To pull up, down, back, in, or out.
EX. "Oh Henry" said Laquetha, "You keep pulling me un towards you and your hot body". In responce, Henry, who was deaf, drew a photo of him strangling Laquetha, and wrote next to it: GO AWAY.
I know, i know, that was bad, but im trying to be creative here. :]]

Okay, so I was going to do a poem of the day, but I decided that on Tuesday's, im going to do a song/band of the day, and a quote from that song, or a line that makes me love it, and want you all to love it as well. So here we go!

Musicc: "Polyamorous" by: Breaking Benjamin

"Just stay away from the white line, Id say your worst side's your best side". This is phenominal line, beucase more often than not, everyone thinks that people need to be perfect and need to be presentable and proper, and this says, hey, I like you beucase your NOT like that. And well, the song is great for those times you want the world to shut up. Its Breaking Benjamin, so yes, its hard rock, some screaming, but not too bad.

Be unafraid to be. The spirit within us all is love.

Third Rein

Oh, its late on this Friday night, and well, its been a long day. Not much to report, but this stress is really taking a toll on me. Dreams are consumed with these blurred faces and colours, and a lot of anxiety and fear. Hopefully tonight ill remember some.

Called my Mum today, and felt that pull to come home. But i know that right now, I need to be here. Had my anatomy class today for the second time, i love it, I really do. I thought it would be hard, but it looks like itll be great. :]

Going to see Avatar tomorrow night with friends, Ill write a little review tomorrow.

Outfit Of The Day

Forgive my roomate in the background. Doncha love her little pink shorts? :]

Clothes: Sweater: Khols, Dress: Hmm, im thinking Mervyns, but i could be wrong...they went out of buisness, and that really made me sad. :/, Tights: Stein Mart, Boots: Famous Footwear.

Tip From Hannah G: My hair was a little scary today, so i tucked it back into a bun, and pulled little pieces forward to give the soft look. Also, when i took these pictures, i just came in from the rain, so thats why they look a little greasy. :// Sorry!

Word Of The Day: Carry: to support of hold, to take from one place to another

EX. When I felt like I couldnt breathe, he was there to carry me away from that house on fire from the inside, to the place where I could breathe away.

Poem Of The Day:

Knowledge

I feel good here
Talking to my friends for comfort
Dressed in quiet
Happiness

I am worn out
Pounding on the walls
Clothed in ragged
Pain

Staying up late
Talking with those who need
Help, comfort
Is the best gift I give

Rest runs from me
Sleepless nights haunted by
Violent dreams and
Needing strength to live

Torn between
A flashlight and a dark hallway
One leads to the future
The other to the past

Sink slow under the tap water.

Second Helpings

Thursday the 14th, oh it's been a relaxing day, really. Woke up at like noon. Quite nice.

Little beef in Psychology though, we have this Adjunct, which is like a student teacher, and shes the biggest idiot in the world. She irritates me me so bad, we were talking about this experiment, and she was telling the class completly wrong information, i just had to speak up. Sorry if that makes me get on her bad side, but im not going to just stand by and listen to you tell these kids wrong information. I was, no, am over her.

Other news, I donated to the Haite (thats how you spell it?) fund last night. Made me feel like I was helping somewhere. :]

Outfit Of The Day

What Im Wearrring: Shirt is Vera Wang (Favourite Designer!) from Khols, Sweater is Old Navy (ew) but from the Buffalo Exchange, Jeans from Khols, (favourite) Kicks from Khols, Braclet a gift

This is just a bigger picture of the braclet, hard to see I know, but it has little turtles on it! Made me super happy when my friend got it for me on Christmas. She ordered it online.

Tip From Hannah G: Sometimes wearing something simple is better than overdoing it. It was cold today, was going to wear boots, but decided, sometimes the clean-cut, simple look really is better.

Word Of The Day: Bemuse: vt. To confuse or stupify, to preoccury: usually in the passive

EX: I was bemused by the absolute stupidity of the boy who was wearing a purple plaid shirt and yellow pants. He really needs me to help him with fashion.

Poem Of The Day:

Ash

Your favourite hobby

Is to whine about

The pain and hurt

You endure

I often wonder if

Thats all I am

To you

A psychologist

Someone for you to vent to

But you never notice

Im waving my hands

Stop talking and listen

Im not your friend

Im that girl you go to

When no one else

Will listen

Decided to actually write somethin today. :]

If they wont listen, stop talking, and try screaming.

First For Everything

So, its Wednesday, quite a dreary day...couple of fairly easy classes today. First chapel of the semester, with Dr. Derikson. Had some lunch with friends, we talked about milk...

Did you realize that as humans we are the only mammels who still drink milk as adults, and yet we dont drink our mothers milk, we drink milk from other animals...think about it :]

Outfit Of The Day

Mkayy, so heres what im wearing: Vest from Khols, Shirt from my aunt, think she made it in the 60's (hehe), Jeans from a Goodwill in Fullerton in the mens department, Rainbows from Pac Sun, Bracelt from my aunt. (Vintagee)

Tip From Hannah G: If your sick and tired of the braclets you have, or you just want a new one, take one of those old necklaces you have and wind it around your wrist to make it a braclet. I did that with my pearls, made then a braclet (I also use 'em as anklets :]).

Word Of The Day: Asphyxiate:vt. to make or become unconscious from lack of oxygen in the blood

EX. Craig bought a new car and sat in his garage with it running for about twenty minutes.Poor Craig, he didnt get to enjoy his new car for too long, beucase the of carbon monoxide; it asphyxiated him, and he died.

Poem Of The Day:

Guide Me

Let my heart fill up with

The silence that stretches

Between our empty

Hands

Ill play the same song

In my head for hours

Im scrambling to find the

Rewind button

Someone please show me the exit

All the people keep

Touching me

I cant move here

Im madly flipping switches

Blindly stumblinf through

The rythums that plauge

My soul

Its one of my older ones, but I havent had much time to write recently, I think tonight ill get on that.

Smile today!